At this time I am taking a vacation from the fandom. Due to being hurt one to many times and just needing some downtime away from it I'm going to be on break for awhile. I am trying to decide my future as a ff writer, and if I want to continue writing in a fandom where I've been treated like crap by some people I thought were friends. Basically being called stupid, and not smart enough to figure things out when you graduated from a decent college with honors and have most of a masters degree is not cool, nor will I put up with it. That amongst other things are what is behind this break. If and when I return I will start working on my stories again.
I have met a lot of wonderful people in the fandom, however I have enough drama and shit going on in my real life that I don't need the extra added onto it. Little jabs, snarky remarks add up and to someone as sensitive as I am makes for depression and anger. My son doesn't need his mother feeling these emotions, especially when I can easily step away from the cause. I will be honest I have been fighting the urge to delete my accounts for about a week now. I'm hoping this break will stop that urge.
Thank you to those who have been supportive, and screw you to the assholes who are pushing me away from a place I used to love.