July 25, 2012

So this might just be a final goodbye

So just when I was halfway back into the fandom drama hits and of course they take it out on others in the fandom. between people unfriending or sending me messages to stop spreading lies/getting into someone elses business and some hurtful shit about me as a person EVEN though I never said anything that bad other showing the links and saying I felt bad for the victims. So with this being said I'm going to walk away again, this time I'm not sure I'm coming back. So thanks for all the memories if my fb, twitter and stories disappear you know I'm not coming back. I'm sick of people calling me names or threatening me.


  1. that is awful. i'm so sorry you've been treated so poorly. i swear, the fandom seems to bring out the worst in some people and/or has attracted a fair few unbalanced ones. either way, i'm sorry it has negatively impacted you, and for what it's worth, i've always greatly enjoyed your writing and will miss it terribly but i truly wish you nothing but the best.


    1. I think the crazies are attracted to me or something :*( Thanks for the support hun.

  2. Hey Girl,

    I'm so sorry that you have been treated so bad. People just have no sense sometimes. I hope you don't go but it you do I understand. I can't even fathom why people would do that to you. If I have ever said anything to you that has hurt you I'm sorry. I don't think I have because I don't think we are hooked on FB together. You are such a talented writer I hope you will continue to write. Please take time to heal.


  3. I am sorry for what you have been through. I will be sad if you go, but I understand. I have really enjoyed your stories. I hope things get better for you and maybe we will see more stories someday.


    Sherry (amwine)

  4. It really is a shame that this is what you feel you need to do, but if it seems like the only way, then good luck in your future. It's horrible that you've been through all the crazy shit, as no one should be made to feel like this.

    Just remember that even though there are crazy assholes and insensitive idiots out there, you do actually have a fan base and we're there for you and support your decisions.

    You're stories are awesome and branch of your creative mind. It takes strength and courage to write your ideas and thoughts down. Even more to post them to the public.

    I"m sure your fans wish that you wouldn't go, but take this time to yourself and make sure that you are happy.

    Good luck in your future with whatever you wish to do!

    -AnneMarie (laydeamalthya)

  5. Damn... This really freaking pisses me off. Not your actions or feelings, but that people have been so despicable to you, forcing your hand in this. I have loved so much Homecoming, and loved following the journey of To The Extreme, really hoping it would be picked up and finished again. I don't know if this is even possible or anything you would ever want to do, but I just thought of something. If you still wanted to write, knowing you have devout fans, maybe it would be possible to form a list of the fans you know won't berate or flame you and have an email list that you send your chapters through email. Well, anyways... I love your writing and hope things get better for you.

  6. Once again, I'm just going to say I love your stories and you seem like a nice person. I hope the drama all over the fandom calms down and people begin being nicer to you. Please don't delete your stories, I love them soooooo much. I have based some of my future stories on some of yours. You are so talented and wonderful, you provoke emotions inside of people and the people who ruin it are jealous. The ones who say rude and hurtful stuff when you're just spreading the truth are munipulative liars who are honestly crazy and belong in no fandom, anywhere. I truly hope you come back and write some more because I love you so much(even though I dont know you haha). But my name is Sam and my email is babydoll98225@yahoo.com if you want to talk.

    I understand the hurt people can cause you but don't let them win. I know there are assholes in this world but please, don't leave the other ones who are also dealing with the same douchebags.

  7. I just wanted to thank all of you again. Yes I'm still pissed but honestly the good people outweigh the bad, and I've decided not to let the crazies win ;0)